Sunday, August 9, 2015

This Is How I Love






First published on Rebelle Society


do you want me
to be dirty


devil and
angel 


do you want me
to stop writing
such sweet lines
and just say
come to me
bold and hard
grab my hair,
pull it 


push your entire
self
deep inside of me
until you nearly
faint
so we are both
dizzy


make me come
rivers
for you,
because of you,
due to you


hold me down 


i want to feel
your weight upon me
your sweat
on my breasts
between my legs
hot,
wet,
yours 


my mouth
hungry
for your lips
your tongue 


i want to eat you right up 


i need to smell you,
us
the scent of our
sex 


the sheets
wet,
my brow
wet,
your temple
wet,
between my legs,
wet 


my mouth
open
your hands on my
head 


my hands
holding you
just inside of my
lips


the head of your
so hard 


wanting
begging
hungry
angry


look into my eyes 


i want you
to watch me
love you 


i want you to
come in my
feel you hard
inside of my 


i want to make you
scream
for me


i want you to feel
my hips
push
back
against
each thrust
of your
mouth
open
in awe


i want you to see me
lying in wait
for you
only you
to come and take me
for yourself
for us both
to feed our souls
ecstatic
to become
enlightened
by loving
me


you


can you show me
how you love? 


i must take you
by the hand
and lead you
to me
into my
gardens
my meadows
my bed
of
flowers 


so soft and sweet


i promise you
nature
in my
open
legs
wrapped around your
midsection 


my chin
raised
slightly


your hands
turning me
over


my face
pushed down

oh, so gently


grasping my
heart
grabbing my
hips
pulling me
up
to
you


My God,
my most holy cry!


this is heaven
my dear,
my sweet release,
my lovely secret,
my deep desire


my back
arched
my neck craned
you behind me
wild,
crazed


and your sweet mouth
meets mine
as you
enter my
sacred space


the first time
we feel
each other
i will have written you
every word that exists
in a solitary moment
that feels like
eternity


the moment you
enter me
you will know

that this
is how I love

you


i want to write you
not just words
lying in symmetry
like our bodies
entwined
like perfect unions
of commas
and apostrophes
on sheets of ivory 


i want to write you
symphonies and melodies
you are able to hear
between these lines
of poetry
my cries and whines
that keep me
oh, so close


i want to write you
histories of nations
of battles lost and won
of scientific discovery
the mad minds
of philosophers 


yet all i have
is my kiss
placed lightly
upon your lips,
so precious,
so pure,
so utterly,
delicious 


i want to write you
existential truths
the wonder of God
but only my breath
comes
at the light of day
soft upon your neck 


my palms
wrap behind
your neck
the warmth of my body
against your own 


i want to show you
how your existence
heals my very own
with your
bright smile,
eyes alive,
big hands
holding my own,
guiding me
to your
masculinity,
divine 


i want to write you
deep beneath my skin
so you are able
to feel me
when you need to be
loved,
when your darkest day
is upon you,
when your happiest moment
occurs 


i want to write you me 


and all i am able to do
is
type
text
from
my
most
open
holy
heart
to
your
very
own 


i need to show you
how you take me
gently
into your being
simply by being alive,
awake,
attuned,
enthralled,
astounded,
ablaze,
and
in
flight 


i need you
to know
that this
is how i
love


you


do you want me
to be dirty


devil and
angel 


do you want me
to stop writing
such sweet lines
and just say
come to me
bold and hard
grab my hair,
pull it 


push your entire
self
so deep inside of me
you nearly
faint
so we are both
dizzy?


can you show me
how you love



me?





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