do you want me
 to be dirty
 
 devil and
 angel 
 
 do you want me
 to stop writing 
 such sweet lines 
 and just say 
 come to me 
 bold and hard 
 grab my hair,
 pull it 
 
 push your entire 
 self
 deep inside of me
 until you nearly 
 faint 
 so we are both 
 dizzy
 
 make me come 
 rivers
 for you,
 because of you,
 due to you
 
 hold me down 
 
 i want to feel
 your weight upon me 
 your sweat
 on my breasts
 between my legs 
 hot,
 wet,
 yours 
 
 my mouth
 hungry 
 for your lips 
 your tongue 
 
 i want to eat you right up 
 
 i need to smell you,
 us
 the scent of our 
 sex 
 
 the sheets 
 wet,
 my brow 
 wet,
 your temple 
 wet,
 between my legs,
 wet 
 
 my mouth 
 open 
 your hands on my 
 head 
 
 my hands 
 holding you 
 just inside of my 
 lips
 
 the head of your 
 so hard 
 
 wanting 
 begging 
 hungry 
 angry
 
 look into my eyes 
 
 i want you
 to watch me 
 love you 
 
 i want you to
 come in my 
 feel you hard 
 inside of my 
 
 i want to make you
 scream 
 for me
i want you to feel
 my hips 
 push
 back
 against 
 each thrust 
 of your 
 mouth 
 open 
 in awe
 
 i want you to see me
 lying in wait 
 for you
 only you
 to come and take me
 for yourself 
 for us both 
 to feed our souls 
 ecstatic 
 to become 
 enlightened
 by loving 
 me
 
 you
 
 can you show me
 how you love? 
 
 i must take you
 by the hand 
 and lead you
 to me
 into my 
 gardens 
 my meadows 
 my bed
 of 
 flowers 
 
 so soft and sweet
 
 i promise you 
 nature 
 in my 
 open 
 legs 
 wrapped around your 
 midsection 
 
 my chin 
 raised 
 slightly
 
 your hands 
 turning me 
 over
 
 my face 
 pushed down
oh, so gently
 
 grasping my 
 heart
 grabbing my 
 hips 
 pulling me 
 up
 to 
 you 
 My God,
 my most holy cry! 
 this is heaven 
 my dear,
 my sweet release,
 my lovely secret,
 my deep desire 
 my back 
 arched 
 my neck craned 
 you behind me 
 wild,
 crazed  
 and your sweet mouth 
 meets mine 
 as you
 enter my
 sacred space 
 the first time 
 we feel
 each other 
 i will have written you 
 every word that exists
 in a solitary moment 
 that feels like
 eternity 
 the moment you
 enter me
 you will know  
 that this 
 is how I love  
 you  
 i want to write you
 not just words
 lying in symmetry 
 like our bodies 
 entwined
 like perfect unions 
 of commas 
 and apostrophes 
 on sheets of ivory 
 
 i want to write you
 symphonies and melodies 
 you are able to hear
 between these lines
 of poetry
 my cries and whines 
 that keep me 
 oh, so close
 
 i want to write you
 histories of nations 
 of battles lost and won 
 of scientific discovery
 the mad minds 
 of philosophers 
 
 yet all i have
 is my kiss 
 placed lightly
 upon your lips, 
 so precious,
 so pure, 
 so utterly, 
 delicious 
 
 i want to write you
 existential truths 
 the wonder of God 
 but only my breath 
 comes 
 at the light of day 
 soft upon your neck 
 
 my palms
 wrap behind 
 your neck 
 the warmth of my body 
 against your own 
 
 i want to show you 
 how your existence 
 heals my very own 
 with your
 bright smile,
 eyes alive, 
 big hands 
 holding my own, 
 guiding me
 to your 
 masculinity,
 divine 
 
 i want to write you
 deep beneath my skin 
 so you are able 
 to feel me 
 when you need to be 
 loved, 
 when your darkest day 
 is upon you, 
 when your happiest moment
 occurs 
 
 i want to write you me 
 
 and all i am able to do 
 is 
 type
 text
 from 
 my 
 most 
 open
 holy
 heart
 to 
 your 
 very 
 own 
 
 i need to show you
 how you take me 
 gently
 into your being 
 simply by being alive,
 awake, 
 attuned, 
 enthralled, 
 astounded,
 ablaze, 
 and 
 in 
 flight 
 
 i need you
 to know 
 that this 
 is how i 
 love
 
 you
 
 do you want me
 to be dirty
 
 devil and
 angel 
 
 do you want me
 to stop writing 
 such sweet lines 
 and just say 
 come to me 
 bold and hard 
 grab my hair,
 pull it 
 
 push your entire 
 self
 so deep inside of me
 you nearly 
 faint   so we are both 
 dizzy?
 
 can you show me
 how you love
me?